Staying Sane and Stress Survival


We all go through stressful times in our lives. Usually, exams are a blast for me (‘study’ periods, time off school, waking up late and having to focus for only a few hours :’) ), however this time around, that hasn’t been the case. I can’t quite describe why, but I’ve been swaying back and forth across the border between “life is great” and “what’s the point in anything” for a while now. I guess it’s mix of everything, newly frequent dance classes, real exams that mean [very little but still] something, a quest to constantly be constructive and productive, and a very foggy, hormonal, not-yet-developed teenage brain.
I wouldn’t describe this situation as feeling like chaos, or a cliché whirlwind. Instead, it feels more like a wasteland. Like piles of faded-brown scraps and debris littered across a desert, as far as the eye can see; and your job is to pick up each piece of rusted metal, every last sundried magazine clipping. It feels like life is one big task that seems so impossible, filled with thousands and thousands of little things we must do… Yeah, the teenage heart ain’t fond of responsibility.

Despite it all (oh, this difficult first world teenage life we live), we push through; and here are somethings that have been keeping sane/happy/alive: Continue reading


Summer Trends of 2014

Ahhhh the summer time. For most, that means vacations, beach time, and finally getting to take off layers of clothing.

In Singapore, where its 25-30° C on a regular basis during ‘winter’, summer means more humidity, more heat, and more hoes wearing even less clothing. #croppedcroptops

And more sweat.

which you can see in the video.

In all seriousness I hope you’re all having a fantastic summer (or winter, which I’m currently experiencing in New Zealand- my first winter in two years!) and you’re enjoying life in every aspect!

Much love,



you know the drill.

I hope you’ve all been well and had a fantastic May! Mine was filled with growth and journey and I can’t wait to see what June will bring (though I’m simultaneously very sad that we’re pretty much half way into the year and my childhood is continuously coming to an end).

Hope you’re all pumped for the holidays!

Much love,


blue bird midflight & stuff.

Hey guys!

Here’s a quick update to let y’all know a few things:

UN: I’m currently getting ready to move, meaning you’ll soon be seeing a different background, and [hopefully] better lighting!

DEUX: I shall be in possession of a macbook, meaning I may be editing my videos differently + hopefully with better quality ^^

TROIS: I now have a twitter account! Tweet at me here or click the bird symbol on the side of this post ►

Hope you’re all doing well + good luck to everyone going back to school!

Much love,

3 Minutes, No Mirror.

If you couldn’t already tell from last week’s post, Gabi and I are pretty much professionals when it comes to applying make up.
So we thought why not try apply our make up with no mirror?

in three minutes

… and film it

then put it on the internet.


Stay tuned for some vloggin’ and haulin’…

Much love,

Make-Up Tutorial feat. a Special Guest…

Last weekend I was lucky enough to be able to film an all new make up tutorial for you all- with a very special guest!

Watch before reading on .:. 🙂


Yes, this was another collaboration with the lovely Gabi Kelly (aka MyDreamsInABottle). If you couldn’t tell, those were Gabi’s hands working some make-up magic. 🙂
Despite seriously breaking out after filming this, Gabi and I enjoyed making this video so much, so make sure to leave a comment if you want more videos like this!

I have some serious DIY’s, vlogs and fashion videos to come (including the third Transform Your Summer Look video!) so stay tuned!

Click here for the bloopers from this make up “tutorial”. ;D

Much much love & God bless,
– Fush.